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no
I'm not mad at you
it's not some thing you've done to me
it's my own realization that it was just lip service
with way too much tongue
it kills me
and you never meant any of it did you
I think I love you
(why?)
and I don't know exactly why
(then don't)
I can't convince myself otherwise
(silly girl)
and I don't know if I want to give up on you so fast
(don't waste your time)
your hair is so amazingly soft
and I want kids someday
I put everything on pause
and it's okay
then I kick myself and remember
you don't want me like you said you do
who am I kidding
Mallory Howard is a sophomore at GWU from Westborough, MA majoring in International Conflict & Security Studies and minoring in Philosophy. She is an active member of the GW Troubadours and Alpha Delta Pi sorority.
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